no one here

"So put it all behind you
Where you cannot see
And if you're growing older
Don't forget me
Cause I will disappoint you
Just because I can
And I will bring you back
To all that you say when you wanna call me friend
And every time I show you
How this is gonna end
My love."
-The 88

I'm drowning myself in the song. I feel very tiny. Some days, i'm awed by the truth that i'm so small in a universe so vast.

Some days like these..it just brings me down.
Is life supposed to be like this? One second you're strapped in a roller-coaster seat, you're laughing alongside friends whilst the ride tosses and the wind is gently teasing at your hair, then the next your soul is booted out of the seat and you watch as the ride goes on and on even though you're no longer on it.

Even though you're no longer on it.

I can see my flaws. They terrify me.
Do actions make a person? If they do, i'm broken.

I think it is time to walk away, mend this void and be a better person.

So put it all behind you
Where you cannot see
And if you're growing older, don't forget me.