Prayer for a Friend

I've abandoned this blog for quite a while. But here i am, back to writing and no matter how things turn, i suppose writing will always be my passion. In many ways, i guess i have always been inclined to words. I like listening, i like speaking, i like imagining what people will say. Words touch me and words break me. Even the absence or lack of it means a lot of me.

Today, I've reached 100 blog posts. I've written nonsense along the way, written very depressing and inspirational(i hope) stuff along the way, stopped writing and lost readers along the way, gave up reading blogs along the way and grew so much along the way. But i decided, since this is the 101th post, what better way than to dedicate this to friends and readers out there who have journeyed with me, in someway or another, whether in words, prayers or in sheer silence.

Here's a video to you all. And from the very bottom of my heart, i mean each word of the song.



Life has been going up and down of late. Not only for myself, but for other people around me as well, i feel. There's been a lot of changes, a lot of headaches..and heartaches. We're all trying to figure out where we belong.

People come and go, memories are made and forgotten, some of us have given up on one another but i hope our friendship is what remains in the very end because it is more than just what we feel. It is worth more than what we feel.

And i really hope you all know who you are and how much you mean to me, though very rarely i voice that out. I pray that life be for you a beautiful thing and that the end of it holds a promise to you. Sometimes i want to reach out and be able to touch your hand, so that i touch your soul just as how some of you have done for me. But that is not always the case. And there is so much i cannot do to make things better for anyone, but i can still pray and that i guess, is all that is needed.

And who knows, maybe along our very own lives, we'll meet somewhere at a crossroad..and when that time comes, i hope we have the time for a cup of coffee always...or tea, for that matter.

Lastly, i have to apologise for sappy and mellow posts these days. Sometimes i don't see how it will benefit people who read. But this is a blog and if anything, i should at least be able to be very honest with myself and share whatever i think i could here. And these words always come to me.."Do you ever wonder...how things would have been, if nothing could ever touch you deep inside."