bizarre

I think it's been a rather bizarre night for me.

Feeling bizarre that life can tunnel out of control any minute.

Bizarre that certainties can falter because of the slightest things.

Bizarre because i thought i was sure of myself, but truth is i never am.

Bizarre that i can learn to really believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Bizarre how life is like a train station, with people coming and going along the platform. Yet nothing of it changes.

Bizarre how we deceive ourselves that we are traversing alone.

Bizarre is the relationships i have with people.

Bizarre the way i've come and learned to see myself.

Bizarre how my heart is capable of missing things in an un-aching way. If that makes sense.

Bizarre how i can love the people i least expected to.

Bizarre how the greatest barriers since the tower of Babel in truth, have no power over humankind. Unless we allowed it to.

Bizarre how wounds heal one at a time.

Bizarre how words, actions and presence of people can warm me up like no warmth of any fanned up fire can.

Bizarre how i can be hot then cold. Then maybe hot again.

Bizarre that i get more than two second chances.

And above all oddities, bizarre how God chooses to love me from the very beginning.

Bizarre how today, He tells me that no matter how far i've strayed (both literally and figuratively) i can start my new life with Him all over again. And again and again.

Bizarre.