"It is enough to know He travels by my side, along the road that leads to streets of gold."

Looking back at the past few years, I am able to see how God has never stopped loving me, guiding me and answering my prayers. His persevering love has shown me that He wants to give me good things. In fact, He already has and it has largely been up to me to be open to them and recognise them in my life.

Don't be afraid to ask, because it is already given to you; or afraid to seek for these things are before your eyes and don't be afraid to knock because the door is already swung wide open for you.

Sometimes, I make selfish decisions which are convenient to me. Or at least, I consider these options and base my decisions upon them, like; how can I get away from the misery I feel in my family life?

I should be asking questions like; How can I love my family better the way God has loved me and wants me to? How can I better love the people in my life? Sometimes, we evade death (of self and of loved ones) so much that we fail to see that in doing so, we are already dying.

What makes me think that I can love my future family if I've never learned to love the one the Father has chosen for me?
I am grateful that He never gives up, never fails and never lets us go.